Sunday Morning March 13th

She’s awake but things just aren’t right with her.  Her limbs are all very cold but her core temperature still swings a bit from 97F to 99F on Tylenol.  Breathing is quick short and labored.  Intermittently she gasps.  Heart rate is still at a marathon pace of 170bpm.  I gave her a few teaspoons of water and she coughed and gagged the whole time.  There are signs that she’s agitated-arm movement, eye blinking, tremors.  I’ll hold off on the Ativan for now.

I know she’s in there.  She puckered when I blew her a kiss and she tried to say a few words although there was no sound.

I don’t know if this is the beginning of something terrible but I won’t waste her consciousness.  I called for her Mom to bring our girls back from her house early and for her family to come.

We’ll see how the day goes.