Tired of this Dizziness!!
Yesterday, I woke up with a bout of food poisoning or something so I was laid up most of the day, with stomach cramps and running to the bathroom every 10-20 minutes but thank goodness it subsided by lunch! I think it could’ve been the leftover chicken curry I ate for lunch the day before or the poke I had for dinner the night before, both things only I ate – I didn’t eat very much yesterday in fear of the cramps coming back – just rice for breakfast and cold somen noodles for lunch so by dinnertime I was really hungry but couldn’t eat very much – today I woke up feeling like I was run over by a truck – I think I feel more dizzy today since I didn’t do very much activity yesterday – I think the more active I am, the less apparent my dizziness is – doesn’t mean I have less dizziness – I probably perceive it to be less since the activity keeps me from focusing on it – but this dizziness is really making me frustrated – it keeps me from doing a lot – like driving or going back to work – the positive thing I should focus on is that I am getting stronger and slowly losing the weight I gained from the steroids – but losing 4 inches in height comes with a lot more challenges (my skin doesn’t know I lost 4 inches so it has not accommodated to my new stature) – everyday comes with new challenges but hopefully I can get through them without incidence (like yesterday) – I realized that I don’t bounce back as fast as I used to and I find myself with less and less patience.
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